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Sunday, February 27th, 2005

Subject:
Time:8:49 pm.
Mood: flirty.
love: when you want to be the best you that you can be to make the one you love happy. (and actually try to be)

my definition
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Tuesday, January 25th, 2005

Subject:lj is now friends only
Time:1:02 pm.
Mood: cheerful.


friends only =)

Decided to make my lj friends only because the only people that read this in the first place are my lj friends. Plus I finally learned the whole concept of privacy.
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Monday, January 24th, 2005

Subject:yay!
Time:8:40 pm.
Mood: chipper.
OMFG today was the bestest day in the whole world ever times a million billion! Ok it wasnt but I had a good day. I went to the city with my mom because I had a college interview to show my "interior design skills" lol. So yea since we were in the city already, my mom and I thought we'de go prom dress shopping. So we went to Nicole Miller and didnt find any prom dresses but found the cutest dress ever. It was the only one ever made in the world lol and just happened to be a perfect fit on my body. So I feel in love with the dress just cuz it was so awesome lol. But it was so not appropriate for prom. So I thought... graduation dress! But my mom said no it was too much money. Which it really is so I'm like... ok. So we went to BCBG to look at more dresses. But after that dress, everything else paled in comparason. And plus, the dresses at BCBG sucked and like were so unoriginal lol. So we went back to Nicole Miller and bought the graduation dress that I loved lol. So now I am out of a hell of a lot of money. Its worth it though lol. What were the odds that some one of a kind dress at Nicole Miller on January 24, 2005 thats been there for ONE DAY would fit me perfectly? So thats another reason I'm so excited. Hehehe. A dress shouldnt make me this giddy should it? Alrite yea then we went out to eat with my dad and family friends. Ok I gotta go. Bye!
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Sunday, January 23rd, 2005

Time:5:18 pm.
Mood: calm.
OMFG am I the only person that remembers ShipMates? With Chris Hardwick? I used to watch that show every single day after school freshman year... or sophomore year, i dont remember. But yea that was a funny show.
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Subject:random scenario
Time:3:11 pm.
Mood: torn.
Lets say you were a drug addict. Drugs are a very important part of your life. Almost life-consuming. You put a lot of time into drugs. Drugs was a priority over just about everything else in your life. You thought drugs were good at first. But then drugs turned into a negative aspect of your life, but still a VERY BIG part of your life. How about one day, you made the decision to stop doing drugs because you finally came to terms with the fact that drugs are bad. Drugs made you act and feel like you weren't yourself but a deranged-monster version of yourself. But like, even though drugs are bad, and you know its better if you stopped the drugs, you are still dependant on them. Therefore, you dont know what to do and you feel lost and confused. Thats probably the worst feeling ever. Feeling lost and hopeless. But you know you have to go on. And you know that someday, something better will come along in your life to replace the drugs. You know that for a fact. But at the same time, you dont feel like you cant trust anything anymore. Drugs made you feel even more paranoid about trust than you were before. And even tho you know how bad drugs are for you, you cant help but love drugs because you know, they made you feel great for a while but in the long run, made you feel like shit. So you're kind of torn. Especially because you think you're going to turn to drugs again in the future because youre not strong enough to go on without them and you know its a bad idea. And its hard to get off drugs because everyone around you is on them and being the only one without drugs is hard. really hard. especially the first couple of weeks without drugs because you had plans to do a lot of drugs. you really wanted to drugs this weekend too but realized that maybe drugs didnt wanna do you! haha sry i thought that last thing was funny... ok this is starting to not make sense to me. this wont make sense to anyone but me, hopefully lol. Well.. drugs never really benefitted you at all. Sucks realizing that. And its really very hard to give up drugs..

i'm thinking of either deleting this journal or making it friends only.
ok, i have the next 3 days off. yay! tuesday will be real fun cuz i think im meeting up with shannon in the city. i miss her =( we gonna have mad fun! midterms tho... =( oh and tomorrow=college interview for syracuse for interior design. fun fun... oh and my 80 year old female neighbor is shovelling outside. wtf?? my hair looks gorgeous rite now and i dont know why. but i love it.
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